I come from a family of musicians and have played classical piano all my life. So, naturally, all three of my kids play too. It’s not always easy, because unless they practice regularly at home, they don’t make any progress–and very few kids want to sit down and practice every day.
In an effort to bridge the gap between how I grew up (rules for how many minutes, and then hours, to practice daily) and what seems possible in our family, I try to spend a good deal of their practice time with them to help them make the best of it. Over the years I’ve worked on finding the sweet spot between the helpful role I can play as a more experienced musician; the somewhat stern role I need to play to push them to practice more productively; and being careful not to be too tough on them and take the fun out of things. It’s a delicate balance, one I’m still working on, and I don’t always get it right.
This fall, I’ve been noticing my middle daughter as she’s been making her way back to the piano after a summer at camp. She’s started doing something new that I think is just wonderful: when she misses a note that she knows she should get right, she lets out a small chuckle. It’s almost as if she’s saying to herself, “oh, I know that’s a B-flat, isn’t it funny that I played a B-natural.”
What a lovely, elusive reaction to a mistake:
I see myself making a mistake.
I observe the mistake, and see it clearly.
I note what I want to do differently the next time.
And I take the whole thing lightly.
This is not the typical response to a mistake. Normally, when we notice that we messed up we show up with piles of excess emotional baggage. This baggage doesn’t make us better the next time, nor does it deepen our ability to make a change. All it does is associate our misstep with self-criticism and an imprecise emotional mixture of fear, anger and shame.
Much better to notice with curiosity, be deliberate about what changes to make, and let escape a nearly silent little chuckle.
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Sasha, I enjoyed this post. It reminded me of a partiulcularly busy time in my life as a product manager when I would come home from work and tell my children about a business issue I was having at work. I loved soliciting potential solutions from them. While I didn’t often implement their solutions, I would always enjoy their perspectives on a solution, most of which I had never considered.
It’s amazing what these uncluttered minds come up with as we adults can sure take a lesson from thrm.